Its been a while since I've even thought about relationships like maybe the better all of 2 years, give or take a few months~ well the first well not really first but yea I guess counted but not counted probably a fling, keeps coming back to be in weird instances where I least expected it to. I have a simple theory. Post Fucking Menstrual Syndrome. It's messing with my head and maybe a partial catalyst is the copious amount of sugar I've been consuming these past few weeks, makes my brain go on overdrive. And I haven't even started on coffee yet!
Yea but back to the him* I keep thinking about. Whenever something emotionally unsavory appears in my life, if bad enough, I always use that time* to block out the stress. Kind o like self-hypnosis on a semi unconscious level. But this time I can't figure out the trigger, like the main trigger for all this drama that is my life. FYP? I think I can handle it~ my mum? Same thing there~ so yea, my problem these few days~ sigh... ...
Well he was cute and all but we didn't mesh even in the beginning, and a couple more analogues I will not mention, but it's really funny mean ones hahaz. So why do I keep thinking about that idiot?? Trigger trigger trigger~
And that's my bad remedy syndrome, the endless cycle that bites you in the ass
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