After a long winter in hibernation, I'M BACK.
Yes yes yes I know I have been neglecting this blog for a long time, everyone seems to complain about that hahaz. But really, if there was only one choice to get to know a person, which would you choose? Face to face conversations or through their blog?
Listening to the final fantasy soundtrack, spirits within, feel so serene and at peace... don't even know why i wrote in this blog after abandoning it for so long. Well lets see, there have a couple of interesting things that happened in my life recently, and a whole lot more of depressing stuff, but who wants to about the boring stuff. So the complaints of having no couple relationships have been popping up ever so often nowadays. A surge of hormones I take it, also now that its the spring period of our relatively short lives. I only ever had a fling once, and that itself was traumatic. The whole saga lasted only 2 weeks and we were officially together for like only a day. I can't even begin to imagine what a failed long term relationship would do to me mentally.
Oh oh oh! I just figured that the my future significant other would have to have these attributes to balance us out; he would have to be lively, I allow a moderately childish, sporty, and sensible. wow. picky picky picky. Cause I am a lazy person that needs someone to push me along or i'd never get anything done.
Well its no use talking about this or thinking about it now either cause its the in the middle of IP and it has been EXHAUSTING. Nothing in the last one and a half years in poly can be compared to this. And we can't fail it too. But the photoshoot with my beloved S.V has made things a little bearable. But I also missed the dinner and get together with onglais. Sigh~ Sometimes I wonder how things would have turned out if we didn't merge with powerangers, not that they are bad people, but just that we are different people. But its kinda sad that almost all of them have a relationship and we do not. Bummer~
I am just trying to distract myself from doing my IP so yup the end :)
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