Why does he always remind me the reason i hate him after making up after a long mental battles. I guess assholes cant change their spots even if, no I don't even think he wants to. The bastard. I hope he gets a girl that gets him to shut up at least once in a while. or better yet, control that rude tongue of his. Words coming out of that mouth are so filled with sarcasm even his occasional days of sunshine cant make up for all of his bullshit. !8 years of my life with him and I can list all of his plus points. Hard-headedness, hard-headedness, hard-headedness, and occasionally bullshit. I should laugh at this combination if i want to live longer and not waste my time dissing him in my under-used brain. So in short, SCREW YOU.
Sigh. At least one brother is getting his act together. Cant be more proud of him than right now. Its really beautiful to see a guy mature his thinking. I hope this pays off though. If this should not turn out fruitful, I fear he will give up completely. If willing him to pass existed I would do it everyday till his exams are over. Wonder how I can encourage him. Also, I fear my relaxing relationship with my other brother is making him sad. And it still stands, I adore my younger brother to the other. Bias, I know, but how can I help it? We're more like twins than anything. AND I prefer his temperament to the other dighead.
Lately though, little things irritate me and I get hyper. TOO MUCH SUGAR! I want ta work at unique oh the sadness. I guess I have absolutely no luck for jobs in Singapore, some fortune telling of my fate on this island. You know, this is the first time I really want to work so bad, and of course this has something (albeit maybe a little bit) to do with my recent splurging... like a few hundred behind in my bank account... So much for saving up when school starts. Oh the irony~
OH YES! I'm addicted to 'unthinkable' by Alicia Keys lately. Awesome song, listen to it with the mv(to stop any misunderstanding of the context of the song by the way). That and 'niji' by Aqua Timez. Reliving my childhood anime days(if secondary school counts lol). Well, that concludes my last two colorful weeks. Oh that and my recent obsession on my crazy chef character design, don't think i'll finish it in time for the NEXT competition. Till next time.
Ciao!
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