I think my mind just automatically shuts down at the slightest hint of annual reports. Its frustrating and the words are god damn tiny in full screen mode....AHHHHHHHHH! no more dramas pending zzz. i need some semblance of a life. come to think of it, sports has really become a part of who I am. Its kind of fustrating that my current classmates are not the sporty kind at all compared to my sec school friends. Its not that I hate my lifestyle now, its just the urge to move and do something. Its really affecting my mental health, no output of sorts. I need dance. Any dance. Staring at the screen all day is messing with my eyesight and brain. I can feel it rotting up there~
The feeling to just flow without the beat... i cant stop wanting to pop to the beat of any song. I'm not a good dancer, I know that, its just 4 years of practice is hard to break after entering poly. Maybe i'll find something else to take some place in my head...like a special somebody? hahaz I wish! Hell of an experience the last time. I'm scared to go again sigh~
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