So this is me back in my sad sad world of romance, where most of the men in my life are losers and those who approach me are even more so. not not mention creepy and disgusting. Not saying I'm a babe of dreams but really? Where are the decent guys in the world? At most there was one really ideal guy but he's taken sigh~ but it's understandable, that kind of fish doesn't stay in the water for long. Even so I don't think I'd ever find the courage to chase after him openly. He's too perfect it's a little scary, wonder what kind of boyfriend he'd make though. Probably a player, I fall for those kinds like an idiot. Sigh~ I really give my heart away too easily~ gots to remember what my mama taught me; all men only think with their stomach or their penis. Universal truth~
I guess I'm gonna have to get comfy on this rack for a while more~
Oh hell no!! I've got way too many things to do then to dwell on stupid idiotic thoughts! Need to remember I got to get a job to bring back the bacon; take care of my folks, my brothers can do whatever they want. get my dream house, then, and only then, think about the stupid idiotic stuff. After which is followed by mid life crisis, traveling the world to find inner peace and all that crap. Who knows~ life's fun that way huh~ my nature is too frivolous in general. I attract bugs and trouble~ I guess that means my life won't be boring either~
Looking forward to kickboxing all that frustration through the power of my fists LOLOLOL!!
